why..

dear Allah..

today i miss him so much..

if this feeling is coming from You.. is it a gift..? but why are You giving me this..??

if this feeling is coming from myself.. i'm really sorry.. i don't know.. i just can't deny this feeling..

it is painful, it hurts, yes it is.. when you miss someone, but you can do nothing

i wish that i could touch his face and stare at him.. as long as i could..

and tell him through my eyes, that i miss him, so much..